Life is crazy some times. Right now i'm on a long

leave from school, because is costs so much. Trying

to earn as much money as I possibly can. Tara is moving

to McCall, I am going to miss that family so much, and spend

alot of money on gas going to visit all the time.

Alissa is in the Malhuer County Pageant. I am

so excited. She is so cute and so big!!! Zack tore his SLAP in his

shoulder so he is on med board for 6 months.

In march he is going to have surgery, so if we can come up

with enough money I am flying to Japan so I can

take care of him while he is in recovery! I hope I can

I miss him soooo much! He will be home in just for a couple

of weeks, but I am not sure if we will het married in June.

Probably more like August or September.

I have it planned but still no place.

I am so blessed in my life. I have never been happier.

I love my family, and they really help me get through

th hard times. I have a man who I love and will spend

everyday will showing each other just how

much we care. My friends support me and always have

my back and i appreciate them so much.

When I lay in my bed at night instead of thinking about bills

and all the things that keep me up at night,

I think about all the ones I love and how I know everything

will be okay, because I have them and when the bad things

go away they will always be there. I love every single

one of them, and I hope I can influence their lifes like they so

gracious influenced mine.