Life is crazy some times. Right now i'm on a long

leave from school, because is costs so much. Trying

to earn as much money as I possibly can. Tara is moving

to McCall, I am going to miss that family so much, and spend

alot of money on gas going to visit all the time.

Alissa is in the Malhuer County Pageant. I am

so excited. She is so cute and so big!!! Zack tore his SLAP in his

shoulder so he is on med board for 6 months.

In march he is going to have surgery, so if we can come up

with enough money I am flying to Japan so I can

take care of him while he is in recovery! I hope I can

I miss him soooo much! He will be home in just for a couple

of weeks, but I am not sure if we will het married in June.

Probably more like August or September.

I have it planned but still no place.

I am so blessed in my life. I have never been happier.

I love my family, and they really help me get through

th hard times. I have a man who I love and will spend

everyday will showing each other just how

much we care. My friends support me and always have

my back and i appreciate them so much.

When I lay in my bed at night instead of thinking about bills

and all the things that keep me up at night,

I think about all the ones I love and how I know everything

will be okay, because I have them and when the bad things

go away they will always be there. I love every single

one of them, and I hope I can influence their lifes like they so

gracious influenced mine.

MY MAN :D

This is Zackary Aaron Grogan, aka man of my dreams, keeper of my heart haha!
We will be married on June 19th. Not sure were?! Any suggestions!?

When he came back in July i took him horse back riding at G&G house. It was fun, HAHA,

well for me to watch him! DORK!



Zackary Hard at work!

Zack and I went to the concert in Vale with my dad we got to meet
Tracy Lawerance! Zack was very excited!

lol How cute is he in his uniform!

I absolutaly adore him!

Scratched his head so i put a very pretty banage on it!

MUAH

We had so much fun when he was here. He proposed on friday July 17th. I had to work that night and the power when out, so I had to stay till about 3:30am. When I can home he had made dinner but it was cold and he was half asleep from waiting for me and our friends who came over to eat with us left earlier. Would have been very romantic, if the dang power wouldnt have went out

:( Major bummer! I can't wait for him to come back home hopefully December or January or so. I cant wait to make him part of my family he makes me so happy. He is always good to me and I am positive we will be happy together forever. The distance thing has deffinatly been a trail for us, but a good one I think. Makes us stronger, and I know I could wait for him foever. Its funny how much ki miss him and what i do miss about him. I think if I wrote a list it would never end. Cant wait for him to come homefor good, I dont think I will let him go when he is here, haha well not for a while anyways. He is deffinatly going to have to have a job where he comes home evernight. He is going to go into criminal justice so I hope he will be. It's a dangerous job somedays but if it makes him happy, like he makes me happy, I guess i will allow it. I miss

him so much! I love him so much and I hope he comes sooner then later. I can't express how
blessed and happy I am that I met him!

Happy 11th B-day Derek!

Oh my I can't believe Derek in already 11! Jez......... I took him to Bogus, and then brought him back to my place and made him dinner of his choice... Chicken, mashed potatoes, biscuits, and cupcakes! We had so much fun I can't wait to take him agian. He is getting good at snowboarding and he catches on to it really fast. We were both way sore the next day but it was totally worth it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My mom and dad got him a psp and some wii underwear lol He told me it was his best birthday ever!!!!! Eventhough he can drive me bonkers, I love his guts and I am glad he is my little brother!

Good bye 2008! HELLO 2009!

Lacey and I before she went to work!

Alissa and Jared love to bike ride! I miss all of the kids soo much! Cute!!!!!

Up on Quail ridge there is a man who pays 2,000 dollars a month to light his house up
every year. When you go out there he serves you cookies and hot coco. Really nice guy. Amazing lights.

Camden is getting so big! He laughs the best for me because I am his very favorite, duh!

We went to the park before Chloe had clogging. She is so stinkin cute! Tara is going to be her clogging teacher now, maybe then Chloe wont be scared of the big girls at the recital.

Cam man! I could eat him up he is soo adorable look at the chubby cheeks!

While at home this weekend I taught Pepsi how to play cards! She is winning! lol

Go Fish!

Allison and I at school, practicing mani's. Her husband is in Iraq but may get to come home in Feb.! (I got my fingers crossed for her)

Derek is such a stud! Look at the hair!

My Family

I love birthdays! It is the best excuse to go out to dinner with the fam. We always have so much fun and eat tons of food. For Danners b-day we went to primos and I just now got the pics back. The kids are adorable as ever and I love them and miss the sooooo much!

Thanksgiving!

Happy Thanksgiving! I just thought that I would take the time to write about all the things I am Thankful for! It is a very long list. My whole entire family that I love, My mom and dad for their support, my little bro for making me smile even tho he can be a turkey, my sister Tara and Blane for always putting up with me and helping me in anyway they can, my sister lacey for everything she does for me and the late night talks we have, Jared Alissa Danner Chloe and Camden for always making me smile and loving me, Granny stone for always being the best example and loving me no matter my faults, Pepsi(of course) for never telling my secrets, My best friend Mary for always helping me and puts up with my craziness, all of my other friends for always being there for me, for school, a car, pop, phones, and almost everything else. If keep going this would never end becuase i'm so blessed and I love my life!

PEPSI TURNS 1!

Holy Moly! Time flys it seems like last week that I got my baby! She is adorable and I love her to death! SHE IS ONE NOW! November 15th is her birthday. My mom taught her a trick the other day. To roll over, it is H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S! She has to like make a run for it! I miss her so much and I wish she could come stay with me, but schools all day and works all night. I'd feel horrible if she has to stay in my apartment alone all day. For her birthday I Bought everyone Happy Birthday hats(lol)! I also got her treats, a ball, and a rain jacket(that is sooooo adorable)!